Tamale Casserole and Pinto Beans

This is a pretty good-tasting vegan dish that I made for the first time tonight. Not sure where it's from, just found the recipe mixed in with a bunch of papers from my mom. I served it with homemade pinto beans (see recipe at bottom):

Tamale Loaf (or Pie or Casserole)
1 large onion, chopped
1 large clove garlic, minced
1 chopped green pepper (optional)
3 cups tomatoes, fresh or canned
2 cups corn, whole or creamed
1 cup water
1 teaspoon salt
1/2 teaspoon cumin
1 cup yellow cornmeal
1 can olives, quartered

1. Cook first five items in water until tender and bring to a boil. Add salt, cumin, and cornmeal gradually, stirring constantly, and cook over low heat until thick. Then add olives.
(You can also use other seasonings such as paprika, sweet basil, thyme, oregano, or bay leaf.)
2. Bake in casserole dish for 1 hour at 325 degrees.
The loaf will be firmer if made a day ahead, refrigerated, and then baked before serving. It will also freeze well.
Serve with tomato sauce, if desired. (or salsa; or make it non-vegan like I did and use sour cream : )

I used sliced olives, no bell peppers, and additional seasonings of bay leaves, oregano, and paprika.

Here's an option that was written at the bottom of the recipe. I didn't try it but in case you want to, here it is: "Millet may be substituted for the cornmeal, but it needs more liquid and longer cooking either on top of the stove in a double boiler, or crockpot, or longer baking in a covered casserole. Instead of corn, you might wish to use 1/2 cup of cashew nut pieces and substitute green ripe olives for the black olives."

I used this recipe for the pinto beans, omitting the steps involving ham hocks and streak-o-lean. Really tasty without that!

Bean and A Balloon

Tonight I watched my 3 year old playing with a balloon
and I pondered so many things.

She was so full of joy as she ran around chasing that thing.

She was free.

She was happy.

She was having fun.

She wasn't distracted by what other people were thinking or doing or saying.

All that mattered was her and that little red balloon.

Bean, I want to be more like you.

Being a Parent is...

Being a parent is about letting go of the little things...

Letting my child's creativity soar...

Not holding on to things that don't matter...

Changing my no to a yes

and letting my 5 year old wear pink and red
together.

(Even though she knew it didn't match :)

On Being a Mom to My Munchkins

I thought I was a complete person.

I was an adult.

I was in possession of unique gifts and talents and abilities.

I had a "profession".

I was me.

And then I became a mother.

And everything changed.

A whole new me was birthed.

New thoughts. New ideas. New creativity.

Just because I was in the presence of my beautiful blessings.

Learning from them.

Growing up with them.

My house is messier. The dirty dishes pile up in the sink a lot faster.

But the trees are greener.

The sky is bluer.

The clouds are so much puffier.

Because my children bring them to life in a whole new way.

Seeing life through their eyes is amazing.

Helping them discover the world and their gifts and dreams is creativity in action.

The joy of being their mother is indescribable. I thank my Heavenly Father for the gift of these beautiful babies.

Thanks for the image

Thinking of my King. And a rocking chair.

A few weeks ago I closed my eyes and thought about my God.

My Father.

His love for me and me being with Him.

And what did I see?

This big huge rocking chair at Country's Barbecue:

When I was a little kid we would go to this restaurant and climb up into the chair.

It was fun, of course and I enjoyed it.

I remember climbing from the ground, up the side of the chair,

all the way into the seat - it was SO high!

Well, as I closed my eyes and just thought of God's love for me,

I pictured Him as big as this chair.

He was sitting and I was climbing up His leg, into His lap,

just like I did on that chair at Country's Barbecue.

And when I got into His lap, I was so little,

I could just sit there in perfect peace,

knowing that I was fully loved

and completely protected

by the God Who made me and loves me.

That's where I always want to be.

A child of the King, rocking in the arms of my Daddy.

Become a fan of Country's Barbecue here. Which is where I found the picture : )

Change of Faith Week 1 Review

So, this is the end of the week of my new plan to walk in faith.

It wasn't too bad *smile*

On Tuesday I was called about a possible temporary job offer and I had to let them know for sure by Wednesday morning. I thought about it, prayed about it, tried to figure out what to do, and then decided I'd tell them what dates I was available and see if that worked for them. Well, Wednesday morning rolled around, I told them when I could work, they said my dates didn't work for them, so, end of story. When I hung up the phone I realized that I had been stressing over that whole job issue since the day before. Not good. If I trust God to direct and guide my steps, if I really trust Him, then there is no place for worry.

Fears may come and go, but I will not live my life out of a place of fear. Life is too short to be held back by lies. I will walk ahead in truth and joy and peace!

Day 2 of Change of Faith

This morning Irish left before the kids were awake. He's going to be gone for 2 nights. I saw him off as he rode his scooter for the first time. I turned into the house and checked on the sleeping ones before going back to bed. And as I looked at them I found myself thinking, "I sure hope everything goes okay while he's gone."

And almost instantly a whisper in my Spirit reminded me that even though my husband is gone, I am not alone. My God was with me while Irish was here, my God is still with me while he is away.

It's nice to have him around - to have someone to share the responsibility with, etc. But I can't put my hope and trust in him. That's too much pressure for him and not much faith for me.

So, I will trust in the God I can't see and realize that He is taking care of us - all the time.